Find what you love and let it kill you.

Let it drain you of your all.

Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness.

Let it kill you, and let it devour your remains.

For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover.

Falsely yours,

 

Charles Bukowski

New Zealand

We travelled New Zealand for a year. We spent half of it living between cheap hotels and marvellous housesits. The other half we lived in a van and travelled the country from the boot of Read more…

Sydney

Finally arrived. Sydney. Seven days. Eight nights. An unavoidable stopover between Honolulu to the final destination of New Zealand, where we will spend a whole year. Déjà vu. A little nostalgic, I get off the Read more…

Madeleine

The gifted Namibian musician, John Rock Prophet, graciously extended an invitation for me to assume the role of Madeleine in his upcoming video. Madeleine embodies a drifting wanderer, a passionate musician, yet fate’s hand perpetually Read more…

Creating the Mind

Do you know you’ve seen heaven? Do you remember hell? I am not talking metaphors, but the place actual. You created them all by yourself, back in time. I recall the first thought while creating Read more…

Weihnachtsmärchen

Zu Ehren von Jacob und Wilhelm Grimm, Engelbert Humperdinck und der Band Rammstein, hatte ich das Vergnügen, eine kleine, weihnachtliche Märchenstunde zu initiieren und Teil des alljährlichen Festes der Lichter zu werden. Danke! In honor Read more…

Austria

In my opinion, Austria is one of the most beautiful countries on earth. Countless summers and winters I toured the snowy peaks, the green pastures and turquoise rivers of the stunning alpine country. Two times Read more…

Weep Away

I`m gonna pray my way out, winds and storms, they’re just add-ons I`m gonna keep my wheels red heels hiding back in waggons Felt their desire, admiring, firing right through we’re just patterns I`m gonna Read more…

Cyprus

Via Trustedhousesitters, we discovered a request from an Englishwoman living in Cyprus, who was looking for housesitters for her 11 cats and 6 dogs, during her four-week absence. At that time, we were traveling as petless Read more…

Lisbon

Lisbon. As colorful, as bright and dark, as the night and the day, as the intermediate realm in the mist. Hardly any city is as architecturally diverse as the city on seven hills. She is Read more…

Tanz mit mir

The gifted filmmakers and musicians hailing from the ensemble known as Francesco & Band have extended to me a unique and esteemed invitation, wherein I am cordially invited to assume the role of the “mysterious Read more…

Barcelona

Our Barcelona trip began in Cologne. We were just partying in a club to quite spheric music. We danced our souls out. Suddenly, a bit in a trance, I felt like I was in Spain. Read more…

Yeti

Hello to the dark side of the moon The dark side of me moon The dark, dark, dark, dark side of… Hello stranger, hello stranger, hello, hello stranger oh, hello stranger, I say hello to Read more…

Namibia

Daniel and our Cats. On a cold Austrian spring evening, I watched this wonderful documentary. It tells the life of Catherine, a French woman, who travels to Namibia, where she meets the love of her Read more…

Non-Reality

Let your envy perish. Let your admiration fade. Smooth out your inner surges. Nothing about me and nothing about you is real. Only a light remains in the core. And a sense of humor. Hopefully. Read more…

Australia

And there was a storm. And there was a heat. And there was a cold. And there was a need, never fulfilled. Welcome to a year of Australia.      

LET IT BE YOU

I die the way i like, the time i choose, and where ever i want. No one but the Universe itself will determine my path. Ironically, you are the Universe, dear reader. You and I Read more…

Egypt

Miraculous Egypt. In delight and fear. In serenity and terror. In compassion and alienation. In contrast and intimacy. In love. And love.